When My Heart Speaks.

There comes a time in your walk with God where the road seems impassable.  Obstacles too tough, mountains too high, and no one around to help.  This is sometimes a time where the enemy will come in and try to destroy you.  Destroy your faith in God, your trust in people, and doubts will flood in.  You try your hardest to swim, run, jump, and climb.  Its in those quiet dark moments of complete and helpless times and He is there with you. You are caressed in His embrace, held so tightly that it becomes easier to breath. When the world is beating you down and all you feel is this heaviness, He

is there.  When you feel alone and doubt is banging on the walls, He is there.  He is there to pick you up and carry you when you feel that your feet won't work. When you feel that there is no way to move forward, He is there.  It is there when being carried by Him that you begin to feel your faith become stronger, your worries light, and the feeling of being alone cease to exist. Know that you are not alone, He is there and will always be there. You just have to reach out.  He is constant, He in forgiving, He is loving, He is kind, He is non judgmental, He is light to the world of darkness, He is your rock, He is and always will be there. 

There's a song that I have had on constant repeat for about 2 weeks now. I cling to this song. Songs speak to my heart in ways that people can't.  I'm sure you've heard it, but have you sat and really listened to it.  Oceans (Where Feet May Fail) by Hillsong United.  I absolutely adore this song.  When I hear it, I imagine God walking beside me and guiding me through the darkness, where all I have is Him.  I feel my soul begin to swell up with love and affection and trust in knowing that He is my guide and He will never fail. 

One day I will meet Him and see the one who carried me through everything. I will see my rock, my love, my Father, my God.  It will be the most comforting feeling in the world to just collapse in His arms and be wrapped up in a warm embrace, knowing that I am home. I have ran the race, conquered major obstacles, strengthened my faith, and helped people find their way God.  I will see those who I lost a long time ago, see those whom I've only read about, and see all the wonderful splendors of heaven,. A place where the enemy can no longer creep in.  A place where I will live forever and sing praises to the one who created me.  Created all of me; my imperfections, my love, my awkwardness, a heart with need to help people and be with people. I was created in His image with His love. "I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;" Psalm 139:14

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